Pulling Apart From the Inside

I ask myself this question today…


…and I know the answer is NO. I know what needs to happen and what has to be done for those things to happen. I feel like I need to put part of myself on a shelf and fix the other bits. And yet there’s the other part…
One doesn’t benefit the other and one feels like it has far more weight than the other. The whole fucking thing is pulling me in two directions and damn it if i don’t have a headache… both kinds.
It’s a good thing I have a lot of driving to do tomorrow. That always seems to help.